Athelemakindoflove

She takes a step outside to dust the bug off of her skirt... "you don't want to be apart of my world". Grow on.

ATTENTION CAUGHT, PIERCED You're keeping an eye on me as I am keeping an eye on you and it's a sharp eye... A feed, a need, a reel in the catch. I can't be waiting on this dock much longer! Time is running out... Catch me that sharp eye. Catch me that deep glow. Catch me that lost soul. Not so lost anymore, I found your soul. Two lost souls stumbled upon and don't know where to go anymore... Do you know? Tell me, I need to feel whole. Catch me that sharp eye. Catch me that deep glow. And you're more resolved than I just cant seem to let go WHAT IS THIS FEELING? NOW I GOT A CLUE: APPRECIATION OF YOU How'd you do that?

How must I really grow if the truth is being shoved at me and I just translate it for another soul?... Into uhhh beauty. Drink more, drink more. Sip up that pain. Truth is hiding around the corner, will I dare to go face that? Strain of the pull. In which direction? Do I go?        Make it through the ruts till i find the end? Fuck, fuck, fuck. Bring me back to that world of a narrow view where I know just... About... Everythang and it all feels so right because I got that cup and it... Numbs... Everythang. And I got that bowl to smoke... Away... Everythang. And these players playing me?! Well I... Like... Their... everythang. Cuz uhhh... The

All I see now is your eyes..your smile. I cant look away. I wont. You've captured me in such an unexplainable way and I never want to let go. I couldnt if I tried. Eyes locked in with mine. We dont dare look away, yet our sorroundings are so vivid. Topanga Canyons, California. Sun shining. Delicate grass dancing in the wind. Wind blowing on our faces. Our faces. This is all that I've dreamed of. All of our walls knocked down. We are bonding in such a way we never have. We are bonding in the way that I always knew that we could but we never did. You knew it too. I could tell by the way that you looked at me. We would talk and talk for hours wi

And until my mind has found a new subject, it's impossible to sleep. Once finally ignored, the thoughts at rest, nightmares bring back feelings the same leaving me in chaos the following morning... busying myself it all slowly gets pushed aside, though when the days deeds are done, reality sets back in and I sing that sad, sad song in my head once again. As I drift into unconsciousness, the true meaning finally speaks, living the lyrics word by word in my haunting sleep. I wake the next morning, pray it all away, and dread for when night comes where my loneliness awaits.

Smoke in my hair- Smell Kind of a bite when you come up to bite me in another direction though... behind my back. My reflection you say dirty, lazy, weird, unkept What society now interprets from natural because - I'm dirty bathing in mother earths mud baths without chemicals- in fact without much regards to what you might think. Unkept you see, could really just be my spontaneous choices and their different from yours I just wanna relax enjoy making the most of what is this life I've been granted. Lazy I guess because I don't work for what I want but what I want might be different from what you want or maybe thats just wha